Though we now share a lasting bond of love, you made an unforgettably faithless mistake in our past. It was filled with deceit and heart break from which it seems my heart will never fully heal. I’ve forgiven you but have not forgotten the ache, it lasts. The pain that remains is what my nightmares reveal…
( by ayuliyana )
To make a relationship last you need honesty. Being completely honest can be difficult, but sometimes a little discomfort can save a whole lot of pain down the road… Always say what you mean, and mean what you say <3
(Source: eternallybliss, via soulhunting)
(Source: rippedbibles, via soulhunting)
After all that was said and done yesterday,
The truth remains that I’m still deeply hurt inside.
I guess I was hoping for something more from you today.
More loving gestures.
More remorse for your mistake.
More interest in making things right.
More willingness to prove you are truly sorry.
More something..
More anything..
Anything to make me feel irreplaceable instead of erasable.
Before I die..
I want to acquire complete peace of mind.
Self-discipline, although difficult, and not always easy while combating negative emotions, should be a defensive measure. At least we will be able to prevent the advent of negative conduct dominated by negative emotion. That is ‘shila’, or moral ethics. Once we develop this by familiarizing ourselves with it, along with mindfulness and conscientiousness, eventually that pattern and way of life will become a part of our own life.
You have to put up with the risk of being misunderstood if you are going to try to communicate. You have to put up with people projecting their own ideas, attitudes, misunderstanding you. But it’s worth being a public fool if that’s all you can be in order to communicate yourself.
what IT is
what IT isn’t
isn’t IT always something?
this, that or the other..
but most of the time
i’m thinking something that IT is
when IT really isn’t
oh brother!
feeling like this “IT”
whatever IT is
is going to make me crumble
IT creeps and sneaks away
as i chase IT with racing thoughts
and through my own brain i fumble
can i reach IT?
can i grab IT?
so close to my grasp
but IT slips through my understanding
IT could be an old habit
a mere shadow of what IT once was
a lingering IT
that my memories provoke
fade away
fade away
i don’t want to remember IT
fade away
fade away
IT is not a friend to me
please
fade away
fade away
IT is just an old enemy.
(Source: kiwitachan, via fashionbluntsnbitchez)
You’re the one thing that sticks right onto my side
No, I can’t withdraw your heart from mine
How’d I get so stuck, so stuck to your side?
^^ The key to making a marriage work.. hahah
Have I ever told you about the first time I saw you? Everything was young back then. Before hope. Before love. There was just me. And then there was light, and then, before I could even dream about you, there you were. My shining star. All I could do was stare. At the brightness and at the heat and at the pure force of you.
Greg Forrester, “Star-cross’d”
(Source: quote-book)
